sunshine_queen | (no subject) (Reply)

Not having a good day anymore.

Is it that I'm not good enough to have a opinions? Or is it just that no one cares? I mean, I can't stop others from having opinions, but would it kill you to honor mine? Or, at least, to not discuss it when I'm around, as you all know how i feel about it.

I want a boyfriend. Badly.

And-

God, I hate it. I hate it SO MUCH. Because, and I'm not to sure when this started, really, but it seems to be pretty recent and pretty recurrent- I just don't feel like anyone appreciates me/ really cares about what I think/feel.

Am I paranoid? Is that it? Or am I realizing something that I've been missing for sixteen years? People can go and steamroll right over whatever the heck I feel because I'm good ole dependable Madi, the one who can't hold a grudge and who hates making waves.

i want to get the hell away.