And as our lives change, come whatever, we still be friends forever

[sunshine_queen]

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same

It doesn't feel like school's over. I know it is, but it hasn't really sunk in yet.

the AP Euro test was easy as all. Studying pays off. I rocked it, man.

In french, M. Seignot just decided, you know, just NOT TO SHOW UP. We were in the class for an hour and a half by ourselves before Mrs. Margolis and Mrs. Patterson came down to bother Addy for something and found out that M. Seignot wasn't around and hadn't even deigned to visit us. We got sent upstairs to some English teacher's classroom and that's where we spent our last half hour together.

I cried.

I mean, not because I was going to miss people. I am going to miss people, but I wasn't crying because of that. I'm crying because they played that damn Graduation song that I cannot stand.

And next year we know we're not all going to have the same scheduals and we know that things are going to be different and it's never going to be just The Blue Stars again. We know it, somehow. We don't want it, but we know it.

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

And now I'm here... a Junior... and wow. It doesn't feel like summer.

And I've made myself cry again.