sunshine_queen | Si is muy yummy.

I've been listening to 'Suicide is Painless' over. And over. And over. It's the damn tune. And the words. It's like... wow.

Don't y'all worry your pretty li'l heads. Madi is not and never has been suicidal. It's just a badass song.

I leave on Wednesday for a million days, and I am so looking forward to seeing everyone. My cousin Jeannie now has a BMW, the babies are getting older, I can't WAIT to see Kate and Caroline and Mare Mare... and wow. I miss New York.

The Hoppes are in town today and tomorrow because they leave Wednesday too for Europe. I hate them, but that's okay.

I NEED TO WRITE. I know I'm going to get inspired in some bizarre place and be unable to write 'cause I'm a loser like that. Dammit.

Carly Simon's 'Nobody does it better' is badass, too. 'The spy who loved me'. *nods* Yes.

beccabee better LJ. And soon.

Through early morning fog I see
Visions of the things to be
The pains that are withheld for me
I realize and I can see

That suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

I try to find a way to make
all our little joys relate
without that ever-present hate
but now I know that it's too late, and

Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

The game of life is hard to play
I'm gonna lose it anyway
The losing card I'll someday lay
So this is all I have to say

Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

The only way to win is cheat
And lay it down before I'm beat
and to another give my seat
for that's the only painless feat.

Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

The sword of time will pierce our skins
It doesn't hurt when it begins
But as it works its way on in
The pain grows stronger watch it grin

Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

A brave man once requested me
To answer questions that are key
Is it to be or not to be
And I replied, oh why ask me

Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

And you can do the same thing if you please

Nobody does it better
Makes me feel sad for the rest
Nobody does it half as good as you
Baby you're the best

I wasn't looking
but somehow you found me
I tried to hide from your lovelight
but like heaven above me
the spy who loved me
is keeping all my secrets safe tonight

And nobody does it better
Though sometimes I wish someone could
Nobody does it quite the way you do
Why d'you have to be so good?

The way that you hold me
whenever you hold me
There's some kind of magic inside you
that keeps me from runnning
but just keep it coming
how'd you learn to do the things you do

And nobody does it better
makes me feel sad for the rest
nobody does it half as good as you
baby baby
darling you're the best
baby you're the best