Verklempt

I'm verklempt.

It's lucky I already did this with thepodsquad  and non_horation - they really held me back from the edge, because y'all would've gotten an earful.

Anyway. Rumours that Jen is with Ben in Vancouver, and not the recently married one.

My one.

Meh.

Maybe it's a nasty rumour. Maybe it's recycled tripe.

Maybe it's true and puggywuggy  jinxed them.

I am zen. I am zen.

More later.

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Later:

Cannot possibly hate Vartan, as is v. gorgeous, as is evidenced in 'The Pallbearer'. Cannot possibly hate Jen, as she is... Jen.

Am conflicted, yet hopeful.

Tessie's at work and Nica's... hm, mad at me? possibly... and Hannah's off, so I'm watching TV. That's so weird.

Need a life desperately.