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So fandom secrets did this thing today where they only posted nice, happy secrets, and I honestly felt like so many of the secrets could've been written by me (or by my subconscious when I was like, sleepwalking.) I very rarely read f!s and think, "oh! so me" so to have it happen a bunch of times in one day was delightful.

On a less upbeat note, I had a dream last night that I was a Cylon. "But Madi," you say, "You love Cylons! How could that be a bad thing?" I will tell you: in the dream, I was with my babies from work, and I was walking outside with some of them, and these two guys muttered as I walked by that I shouldn't be allowed to be with the kids because I was a robot.

And I was so appalled, because I love my babies, there was no reason for me not to be allowed around them, but for some reason these strange guys were around the whole afternoon, muttering that I was a toaster and kids weren't safe around me. And it was so heartbreaking to hear, because I couldn't help it, dammit, and I was so not a danger to anyone, let alone my babies. (Also, I was a Six- Shelly Godfrey, to be precise.) At the end of the dream, parents were picking their kids up, and none of them said anything, so I don't know. It was just very sad to be discriminated against, and to have racial epithets used in my presence. :(

In final, awesome news, ON SUNDAY I CAN CURSE AGAIN. And also, Jesus will have returned from the dead and brought us Cadbury eggs. Hooray for Easter!