David Duchovny, why won't you love me?

[sunshine_queen]

Guess who got a paid account?

Moi.

Gakked from Nita 'cause I was bored.

Basics
Your gender: Female.
Straight/Gay/Bi: Straight.
Single?: Oui
If not, do you want to be?: Cruel, you are.
Birthdate:: December 22nd, 1987.
Your age:: 16.
Age you act:: I always say 13 but I think I'm really old enough to understand sexual jokes but young enough to be insanely amused by them.
Age you wish you were:: 30, flirty and thriving! No. Hm. I don't know. Sixteen's good.
Your height:: Like, 5'3"ish. I think.
Eye color:: Green. Green green green.
Happy with it?: I like 'em. I wish they were still blue, but oh well.
Hair color:: Light brown.
Happy with it?: Eh. I miss dyeing it spiffy colors.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Righty with ambidextrous tendencies. For instance, I clap like I'm a lefty.
Your living arrangement:: Still at home with teh parents.
Your family:: Mommy, Daddy and Mel.
Have any pets?: Sugar, Clio and Boo Boo.
Whats your job?: I have none.
Piercings?: Two holes an ear. C'est tout.
Tattoos?: Nein.
Obsessions?: *dies* Lord almighty.
Addictions?: To Alias. To chocolate. To carbs in general.
Do you speak another language?: Not what you would call well.
Have a favorite quote?: No. I mean, I do, but everytime I get asked, I forget. So now.
Do you have a webpage?: My LJ. Is all.

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: No. Too worried about the future.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Gah. Not at all. I am so picky and intolerant and unapologetic it's jarring.
Do you have any secrets?: Nope. I tell all.
Do you hate yourself?: Not usually. For the most part I have a pathetically large ego.
Do you like your handwriting?: I really like my cursive, my print not so much.
Do you have any bad habits?: (Nita is my braintwin) I obsess, I worry, I whine, I ALWAYS use my hands when I talk, I giggle a lot, and I can't hold grudges. And I have a very forceful personality.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: Writing. And that's about it.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: 'A Cheap and Evil Girl'.
What's your biggest fear?: Being alone.
Can you sing?: Yes. And I do, often.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: I probably do, but it's unintentional. I really don't feel the need to impress people for the most part- charm them, yes, impress them to look cool, not so much. I am perfectly happy with the friends I have now.
Are you a loner?: I can be. Especially after I spend a lot of time with people.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: My family and friends.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Dude. What a question. Actually, I probably wouldn't be.
Are you a daredevil?: Me? Lord almighty. Not a bit. Unless I'm out with Becca. ;-)
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: My ability to repress and compartmentalize. It's scary.
Are you passive or agressive?: All. I think.
Do you have a journal?: Why, lookie here!
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: My strength, I guess, is my ego. Because it truly is amazing just what a wonderful opinion I have of myself. My weakness is the desperate need to have others have that same opinion.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: The need to act a certain way around certain people to maintain some bizarre facade that only I expect from myself.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Most people would say that I'm not, but really? I am. Little things, fictional things upset me. Real life, upsetting things? I am SpyDaddy stoic.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Starting watching Alias when it came out. ;)
Do you think life has been good so far?: Yes!
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: That you are responsible for your own happiness.
What do you like the most about your body?: My eyes and my hands.
And least?: My boobs.
Do you think you are good looking?: It depends. For the most part, yes. Around people like Philly and Heather? No.
Are you confident?: Most of the time.
What is the fictional character you are most like?: *snort* Damned if I know.
Are you perceived wrongly?: Most likely.

Do You...
Smoke?: Nope.
Do drugs?: Nein.
Read the newspaper?: I read Dear Abby's nonadvice, the funnies and the people column.
Pray?: Yes.
Go to church?: *snort* We used to before we got lazy and started sleeping in on Sundays.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: God no! I'd die.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: Mmhmm.
Take walks in the rain?: Ew. No. Outside and wet? Gross.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: *nods* All the time.
Drive?: *cracks up* Nope.
Like to drive fast?: I like to be in the car with someone driving fast.

Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: Sometimes. When I sing. Not so much when I talk. My voice seems really deep to me.
Hurt yourself?: Durh. Walking into things. Closing things on me. Not purposely, though.
Been out of the country?: To Canada and to Bimini.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: *thinks* I don't think so. I'm very picky.
Been in love?: You bet. Justin Theroux, baby? Call me.
Done drugs?: Nope.
Gone skinny dipping?: Hee, yes. In my own pool. Once with my sister, and once with Amelia. Yes, wild and crazy times, both.
Had a medical emergency?: Nope.
Had surgery?: Nope.
Ran away from home?: Nope.
Played strip poker?: Nope.
Gotten beaten up?: Yes! Kinda! I got punched in the stomach on my birthday in first grade, and I got punched in the face in fifth.
Beaten someone up?: Me? Dude. Daily basis, yo.
Been picked on?: Really, who hasn't?
Been on stage?: Mmhmm.
Slept outdoors?: Gah! No!
Thought about suicide?: Not seriously.
Pulled an all nighter?: I've stayed up until 5:30 and gotten up at about 7- does that count?
If yes, what is your record?: Hee. Look up.
Gone one day without food?: *snort* Me? Not so much, friend.
Talked on the phone all night?: Never have, never wanted to.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Hm. No. Not because I was having sex with them, but because me? And a boy? In the same ROOM in the night? Have you never met a Cuban Father?
Slept all day?: Ew, no.
Killed someone?: *looks around nervously* No...
Made out with a stranger?: *sighs*
Had sex with a stranger?: Okay, dude. Stop with the sex.
Thought you're going crazy?: Am crazy is more like it.
Kissed the same sex?: Have I kissed anyone? That's the real question.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: NEIN! NON! NO!
Been betrayed?: I think so.
Had a dream that came true?: Not in the Cinderella sense, but in the deja vu one? Oh, dude. Like whoa.
Broken the law?: Only minimally.
Met a famous person?: OJ Simpson. Mmhmm.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: I stepped on a pigeon once. I was traumatized.
On purpose?: Bugs. Many bugs. DEAD. WITHOUT REMORSE.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: *nods* But not to anyone that had any bearing on the person whose secret I was keeping.
Stolen anything?: Nope.
Been on radio/tv?: Yeah, on TV and on the radio.
Been in a mosh-pit?: I was in a crowd that started a mosh pit like, twelve times, and got stopped each time.
Had a nervous breakdown?: Not one to get me sent to somewhere to help me, but mini ones? Oh yeah.
Bungee jumped?: Nope.
Had a dream that kept coming back?: Nope.

Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: Eh, kinda. I mean, there are a bazillion planets out there.
Miracles?: Yes.
Astrology?: Hee, in an amusing sense. Not like I rule my life by it.
Magic?: As in, rabbits out of hats? Not so much.
God?: Yes.
Satan?: Hmm. Yes?
Ghosts?: Yes.
Luck?: Yes.
Love at first sight?: Gah. The idea is kinda nice, but kinda icky.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: I think you need some sort of contrast, but I think good can exist without the bad. Not the other way, though.
Witches?: No.
Easter bunny?: When I was young, yes.
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes.
Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: LOL. There is no end to the rainbow.
Do you wish on stars?: I used to.

Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: For the most part, yes.
Do you think God has a gender?: *nods* God is a Dude, dude.
Do you believe in organized religion?: I do. I'm Catholic.
Where do you think we go when we die?: ... Heaven? Hell? Purgatory? The factory where we get reincarnated from?  I don't know.

Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: *thinks* I don't think so.
Who is your best friends?: Tata, Becca, Nica, Tessa and Hannah. And the Blue Stars.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Those mentioned above. And, really, like Nita said, the LJ readers.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: You can only control how you handle things and how you react.
Your favourite inside joke?: *dies* My god. It's currently "Ah know!" and "Wahlmaart" at home, I've got several thousand with Tata and my Mom and with my- dude, I need an acronym or something for Nica, Tessa and Hannah.
Thing you're picked on most about?: Weirdness and obsessiveness and outspokenness.
Who's your longest known friend?: Tata.
Newest?: Them is bizarre questions. Oh, boy, I don't really have any.
Shyest?: Nica?
Quietest?: Nica?
Funniest?: All my friends are amusing.
Sweetest?: Stop!
Closest?: Dear lord!
Weirdest?: I don't know!
Smartest?: Ha, one I know! Becca. Because she knows everything.
Ditziest?: Me.
Friends you miss being close to the most?: The Blue Stars I'm missing, and Lindas. And Jess!
Last person you talked to online?: I'm talking to Tessie and Hannah.
Who do you talk to most online?: Tessie, Hannah and Nica. Everyday.
Who are you on the phone with most?: Tata.
Who do you trust most?: My friends. And my mom.
Who listens to your problems?: Everyone who will listen and whom I trust.
Who do you fight most with?: Nica?
Who's the nicest?: I dunno. Not me.
Who's the most outgoing?: Tata.
Who's the best singer?: Ha! Me! Out of all my friends, it's me!
Who's on your shit-list?: The person who made this survey.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: *rolls eyes* No.
Who's your second family?: Tata's family.
Do you always feel understood?: Rarely.
Who's the loudest friend?: Tata's boyfriend, Jorge, once said that Tata and me together were an atomic bomb.
Do you trust others easily?: I do. And lucky for me, I've never gotten burnt.
Who's house were you last at?: *thinks* Jesus. I think Tata's. Or Becca's. Heather's?
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: Mommy's. And Daddy's.
Do your friends know you?: *nods sadly* For the most part.
Friend that lives farthest away:: *thinks* Nita, I think. She's damned far.

Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: Nope.
What do you find romantic?: Little touches, cuddling, impromptu admissions of love, ordinary events.
Turn-on?: Clavicles, hip bones, VOICE, hands.
Turn-off?: Idiocy. Meh.
First kiss?: *cries*
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: Oh, god, it's happened twice. It sucks SO BAD.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: People who say you can get to know someone while you're going out are stupid. It shouldn't work that way!
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: Er, don't much care.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone and physically unattractive: Do you mean attracted to someone who was physically unattractive? No.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: *laughs* Nope.
What is best about the opposite sex?: Adams apples. God, they're so cool.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: Macho assholes.
What's the last present someone [a guy] gave you?: Tommy. Pink sunglasses from Hollywood Boulevard. I love him.
Are you in love?: *sighs* No.
Do you consider your significant other hot?: What Significant Other? What do you know that I don't?

Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: Billy Ray Cyrus
You wanted to kill?: Poorly written Sark and Syd in this JuSi fic that turned Sarkney. God. So bad.
That you laughed at?: Hannah and I with the 'Dear Coop' letters.
That laughed at you?: Ma, I think.
That turned you on?: Erm.
You went shopping with?: Becky.
That broke your heart?: Vaughn being an ass. Every. Damn. Time.
To disappoint you?: The meteorologists.
To ask you out?: Etienne. Last year.
To make you cry?: I don't know.
To brighten up your day?: Simon!
That you thought about?: Hannah.
You saw a movie with?: My family.
You talked to on the phone?: Janelle.
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Hannah and Tessie.
You saw?: Mommy.
You lost?: Shut up.

Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: No...
Will it be with your significant other?: I hate you.
Or some random person?: No. Really. I hate you.
What are you wearing right now?: Paisley boxers from Lucky, Pink wife beater with green shamrocks from Lucky.
Body part you're touching right now:: I have my elbow resting on my hip?
What are you worried about right now?: The hurricane.
What book are you reading?: Anna Karenina,
What's on your mousepad?: It's a Mary Engelbreit mousepad with some little blonde chick and it says "I'm in charge here"
Are you bored?: I did this survey, didn't I?
Are you tired?: God yes.
Are you talking to anyone online?: Yep.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: uh uh.
Are you lonely or content?: Content.
Are you listening to music?: Nope, but I'm listening to mom watching La Femme Nikita

Hannah's fixing me up with an Alias mood thing., we hope. I love her to death.

Damn, I LJed a lot today.