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Nov. 26th, 2004 12:37 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sunshine_queenOnce upon a time, I could trust all my friends.
Honestly. I never, ever doubted my friends' loyalty. I never questioned their motives. I never suspected them of anything.
Apparently, someone has taken it upon themselves to "burst my bubble" and make it so that I realized that not all my friends were the people I thought they were. They took the coward's route and did it anonymously, but they made it known.
What did they hope to accomplish? That by making it anonymous, I would drive myself crazy, wondering which of my friends were actually my friends and which of my friends were vicious? I guess I am a fool, because most of whom I trusted before, I still do trust. And that's mostly because I know that most people would not resort to subterfuge to leave a cruel message. Real friends would take up an issue with me to my face, not through a journal's messaging system.
Please, anonymous posters- as there is more than one of you- continue with your flames. I can handle them. Tell me what it is I've done, what wrong I have committed against you. Something so horrible you could not bear to say it to my face, you had to skulk around an LJ. I don't think I'll reply- because, guess what? I don't have to!- but maybe I'll surprise you.
Who's afraid of posters without names? Not I.
Honestly. I never, ever doubted my friends' loyalty. I never questioned their motives. I never suspected them of anything.
Apparently, someone has taken it upon themselves to "burst my bubble" and make it so that I realized that not all my friends were the people I thought they were. They took the coward's route and did it anonymously, but they made it known.
What did they hope to accomplish? That by making it anonymous, I would drive myself crazy, wondering which of my friends were actually my friends and which of my friends were vicious? I guess I am a fool, because most of whom I trusted before, I still do trust. And that's mostly because I know that most people would not resort to subterfuge to leave a cruel message. Real friends would take up an issue with me to my face, not through a journal's messaging system.
Please, anonymous posters- as there is more than one of you- continue with your flames. I can handle them. Tell me what it is I've done, what wrong I have committed against you. Something so horrible you could not bear to say it to my face, you had to skulk around an LJ. I don't think I'll reply- because, guess what? I don't have to!- but maybe I'll surprise you.
Who's afraid of posters without names? Not I.
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Date: 2004-11-26 07:35 pm (UTC)Of course, sneaking around LJ leaving anonymous comments and then COMING BACK to see if anyone replied (as you can't get email notification as an anon) is even sadder, heh.
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Date: 2004-11-27 08:13 am (UTC)Oh, wait. I should stop caressin you like a damn teddy bear, huh? Sorry.