sunshine_queen | Semper Fi

So, you know how in crises, some people grow closer to God and reaffirm their faith and all that jazz? In a less extreme circumstances, but very disturbing to me, I have strengthened my love for SyVa.

Me: I reached 100 icons on LJ. I'm proving my love for SyVa through icons.
Tess: LOL
Tess: you totally don't need to prove that :-P
Me: aww, that's sweet.

And yes. I love SyVa. I believe in SyVa. And sure, my love was tested last week. But what it comes down to is faith. Faith.

See:

Vaughn: I came by to see how you were.
Sydney: Are you kidding me?!
Vaughn: No, I... just wanted to make sure that you...
Sydney: You didn't come here to see how I am... you came here to see how you are, because you know in your heart what you did... you wanna make sure you're okay.
Vaughn: I buried you. Consider that for...
Sydney: [cutting him off] Don't use rational thought as a defense with me. I mean, not after all you and I have seen. Vaughn, you and I live and breathe madness every day on the job... there is no... rational thought! I can't even pretend to have a conversation about anything else with you. What it comes down to is faith. What I was hoping you would say is, "Sydney, I gave up; I gave up on us. I lost faith." But what you came here for... was closure... and there is not a chance you are getting that from me! I'm not gonna say I understand... I'm not gonna sympathize with you and tell you how hard it must be for you... But you wanna know how I am? I am horrible, Vaughn, I am ripped apart! And not because I lost you... but because... if it had been me... I would have waited. I would have found the truth, I wouldn't have given up on you. And now I realize... what an absolute waste that would've been!