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[sunshine_queen]

If Syd winds up having a boy, I will be both very irritated and very amused. Because the world at large is already set on Isabelle.

Today was good- no stomach ache, and Holmes was very appreciative of my CRAZY mark-ups of 'Daddy' and 'Cut.' I am soooo into Sylvia Plath it's crazy.

This whole college thing is really starting to weigh on me, and it's probably because I am an INSANE procrastinator and last week I actually worked myself into a panic because we only have a month or so left of school and when we get back from break there's only a week and a half before the majority of college applications are due and holy mother of god, what if I get nothing done and only wind up being accepted at FIU and have to live at home and get driven to class with by my mother? And what if I get in all my apps on time, but I don't get accepted anywhere?

And for that matter, where in god's name am I applying, for serious? Am I even going to get accepted to UVa, or UMd? Should I even bother applying when I know the chances of me actually attending are slim?

And what if I get rejected?

That's it. It's a month and six days until my 18th birthday, and that's it. No more growing up. I'ma stay 17.

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[dollsome.livejournal.com]

Dude, I would kill to have a potential situation where my mother could drive me to class.

I AM GOING TO DIE ON MY OWN!! Especially since I'm never going to get around to applying and will therefore just have to go live on a park bench in New York or something.

Whoohoo.

[amigos4colombia.livejournal.com]

You should DEFINITELY apply to UVA, my dear. I totally was not expecting to get it, so don't discount it. :-) (Can't speak for anywhere else.)

I picked up lots of information at the admissions office for you yesterday that I'm going to mail when I get home this weekend. I couldn't remember if you filled out the little card with your info, so I did one for you. And I gave the tour guide a great evaluation!

[sunshine-queen.livejournal.com]

Well, gee, hey Jess.

And I got an email from UVa, and they spelled my name Medeline. It was funny. And yay!

[xenaamber.livejournal.com]

And this is Jess, who is apparently terminally incapable of remembering to sign in as herself when she's been playing with other LJs.

And also likes to refer to herself in the third person.

[sunshine-queen.livejournal.com]

It's embarrassing enough as it is to be driven around by my mother, as my friends with cars are all lame and don't like me enough to give me rides. That's the reason I have no desire to drive, I know I'd never ever get a car. Ever.

And I'm going to die on my own, too. And potentially not get into college. Care to share your bench?

[sunshine-queen.livejournal.com]

You're retarded, by the way.

[xenaamber.livejournal.com]

Well if retarded people can get into UVA, what are you worrying about? :P

[snapplesons.livejournal.com]

I don't wanna grow up 'coz I'm a Toys-R-Us kid!

I wish I could offer words of comfort, but alls I got is:

COLLEGE SUCKS!!!

and dude, your bday is the same as my mom's!

[sunshine-queen.livejournal.com]

December 22nd, for serious?

[dollsome.livejournal.com]

Sure! We can be bench buddies. :D

Oh now, It's Balthazar! Oh, Newbies. I still need to find some screencaps and make me a Raymandy icon.

[sunshine-queen.livejournal.com]

See, I have me some Renée icons and my Balthazar icons, but nooooo Rachel. So, make some pretties, woman, stat.

[yahtzee63.livejournal.com]

I actually have begun to suspect that the baby will be a boy exactly because we have a girl's name and not a boy's. They'll want to surprise us, right?

If it's a boy, I wonder what she'll name him?

[sunshine-queen.livejournal.com]

Wouldn't she be honor-bound to name him Michael?

[snapplesons.livejournal.com]

Yep for serious.