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Nov. 16th, 2005 08:30 pmIf Syd winds up having a boy, I will be both very irritated and very amused. Because the world at large is already set on Isabelle.
Today was good- no stomach ache, and Holmes was very appreciative of my CRAZY mark-ups of 'Daddy' and 'Cut.' I am soooo into Sylvia Plath it's crazy.
This whole college thing is really starting to weigh on me, and it's probably because I am an INSANE procrastinator and last week I actually worked myself into a panic because we only have a month or so left of school and when we get back from break there's only a week and a half before the majority of college applications are due and holy mother of god, what if I get nothing done and only wind up being accepted at FIU and have to live at home and get driven to class with by my mother? And what if I get in all my apps on time, but I don't get accepted anywhere?
And for that matter, where in god's name am I applying, for serious? Am I even going to get accepted to UVa, or UMd? Should I even bother applying when I know the chances of me actually attending are slim?
And what if I get rejected?
That's it. It's a month and six days until my 18th birthday, and that's it. No more growing up. I'ma stay 17.
Today was good- no stomach ache, and Holmes was very appreciative of my CRAZY mark-ups of 'Daddy' and 'Cut.' I am soooo into Sylvia Plath it's crazy.
This whole college thing is really starting to weigh on me, and it's probably because I am an INSANE procrastinator and last week I actually worked myself into a panic because we only have a month or so left of school and when we get back from break there's only a week and a half before the majority of college applications are due and holy mother of god, what if I get nothing done and only wind up being accepted at FIU and have to live at home and get driven to class with by my mother? And what if I get in all my apps on time, but I don't get accepted anywhere?
And for that matter, where in god's name am I applying, for serious? Am I even going to get accepted to UVa, or UMd? Should I even bother applying when I know the chances of me actually attending are slim?
And what if I get rejected?
That's it. It's a month and six days until my 18th birthday, and that's it. No more growing up. I'ma stay 17.
