sunshine_queen | (no subject)

Things I do when I can't sleep
In no particular order

- rage at heavens
- cry a tiny bit in frustration
- read children's book in hopes of making myself weary
- fail at making myself weary
- curse inwardly
- ponder what I could've possibly done to make God so angry at me he won't let me sleep
- ponder what I could've possibly done to make my body so angry at me it won't let me sleep
- change pajamas three times
- rearrange pillows
- rearrange sheets
- get hot, cold, back again, both at same time
- curse the frakking birds singing merrily outside my window
- decide that lying in bed is too frustrating, go to laptop, turn on, attempt LA Times crossword in order to fatigue brain
- get somewhat sleepy, return to bed, fail to fall asleep a second time
- give up the ghost, make bed, put on glasses
- let my sister's cat out of her room, leaving her door open a crack, open parents' door open a crack, so cat is able to roam about freely
- straighten up living room
- change table cloth in dining room
- straighten up kitchen
- put away clothes
- watch cats chase one another in something approaching amusement
- get angry that am still not asleep/not already completely dead to the world many hours since
- decide not to rage around house, be courteous to other members of family who are all still sleeping, bitches
- consider baking something, realize that it would make too much noise, see above
- consider working out, laugh, realize I should do that later, to tucker self out
- consider the repercussions of not sleeping at all, as I haven never even come close to that
- complain internally about my inability to at least enjoy morning talk shows, because it is a weekend
- turn on laptop again, sit down to read random blogs
- wish someone would at least wake up to talk to me, so I could tell them my immense tale of woe
- flist, see that nothing has updated since I last checked
- gripe internally.

Wasn't that a joy to read?