sunshine_queen | "I love you." "I know."

Instead of bowling, we did the same old. We went to dinner and a movie. Teh original.

Went to Beverly Hills Cafe, which is one of my all time fave restaurants, but am poor so could only afford dessert. Met Heather, Philly, Sebs, Carlos, Tommmy, Lara and Yasmin. It was fun- the amount of people was enough so that we could all talk, which didn't happen the last two times.

Then we went to see Paparazzi, which was a total waste of seven dollars. Really. The best thing about that two hours in the theatre were the previews, which helped me compile of the good movies I will insist upon the next time someone asks me to the movies.

Okay. I am totally and fully aware that Philly and Heather are BFFs, first and foremost. I know this. I don't really care, you know? They're best friends, but we're all friends, I have other best friends, so it's never been much of an issue.

Except when it is.

You know it's stupid to be jealous, but it's the way I am. I want to be loved best all the time. I know it's impossible, but I do. And I'm really, really good about not being Heather's favorite and not anywhere near the top of Philly's list. But hearing Heather say how Philly is like the best friend in the world, and just little things that really did hurt... it wasn't fun. Like, literally, I kept the smile on my face in a daze because it stung me bad.

Philly had some issues with Sebs, because apparently he wasn't being very attentive to her with his BF, Carlos, around. This made Philly :-(. Things got better in the theatre. But they didn't make out. Thank god.

The movie was BAD. I liked when people died. That was fun. And there were some cute cameos. Other than that, man. It blew.

Came home a little before midnight and Mom told me how she and Mel had watched this Star Wars special on VH-1. Coincidentally, it was coming on moments later. So we watched and it was great. Really well done and cute and eee, Harrison and Carrie! So! Cute!

I miss Alias. Much watch some.